I came across this song today that went by on the little 'what's new' thinger on the bottom of my MSN contact page [Main page]. It looked like a pretty good song, and it was by a group I used to listen to allll the time. I googled the lyrics before I listened to the song, and I was like, wow-ed. I can't think of another word to classify it as. Anyways, I'm really really ticked off at someone now, and I'm beating myself up over it, because in a few days, possible tomorrow, I'll forgive them, cause I'm duuuumb and I do that too often.
Some of the lyrics off the song were major deja vu, and it kinda made me feel better, I guess you could say? I'm still pissed, even though it's probably half my fault. I feel like telling them I'm mad, but that could just cause more shit, and that's no good. Plus, it could get back to them if I put any unnecissary names in this thing. Maybe they should known I'm pissed, maybe that'd fix stuff, maybe they already know I'm pissed, maybe going to their friend and complaining is a bad thing. Jeez, I feel like it's 6th grade all over, cept I don't think this is a 'love' hatred. You know, those dumb "I'm gonna ignore you, even though I want to 'get with you' things, but I'm too scared to tell you." Ooooor, maybe it is O:
No, I'm pretty sure it's not. I hope it's not, anyways....
I guess time will show.
Dang, this sucks. He's gonna figure out this is about him, I knooooow it.
So, if you're reading this, sup, sorry, but it's yer fault too, so, smartin' up.
Kay,peace.